I Can't Break It To My Heart

If it's okay
I'll leave the bed light on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if alright
I'll lie awake at night
Pretending i'm curled up at your side

See i'm circling these patterns
Living out of memories
I'm still a long way from accepting it
That there's just no you and me

But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart

Is it just me
Did i commit a crime
I won't believe that loving you
Is just a waste of time
Or was it in my head
I'm reading into things that you never said

'cause i still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that i did
So i can turn it back around

But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart

And nothing will come between us
I wanna convince myself we're perfect in
Every single way as long as i can keep
The truth away from my heart
Oh 'cause i can't break it to my heart

'cause i still don't have all the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that i did
So i can turn it back around

But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart

Overviewed

Happy Birthday, Dad!

Celebrated Dad's birthday after schooling.
Gave Dad his present and he wears it later on.
Went to have a short ride on Singapore Flyers. It is NICE:D
We took a whole lot of photos. I want to go there again, hopefully.

Afterwhich, went to RSYC for French dinner:/
We had our dinner at 8plus, and the food is so fattening.

I LOVE YOU :DAD

What You Got

Incredibly a nice song:D
I love it to the core man!!



Colby O'Donis feat Akon - What You Got

Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh

[Verse 1: Colby O'Donis]
I peeped you on the phone
Just showin' off ya stones
And notice that that pinky ring is right enough baby
I know you're not alone
But I could just be wrong
The way them fellas houndin' and sizin' you up baby

[Hook:]
And I like the way you take advantage of every man you love
I see, I seem to know your game girl
But I don't mind if ya come and play with us just don't talk too much
I see, I see it to so you don't have to say a word
Yeah those guys wanna come treat ya right
Cause you're sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Most beautiful thing in sight
Always takin' on the spotlight
Always in the club lookin hot
Girl you know that you need to stop

[Chorus:]
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop

[Verse 2: Colby O'Donis]
Girl I can tell you want something to love
That's why you hold on to everything that pass you by
Can't resist girl i can't lie
Now tell if you are here for me
Or everybody watchin' you shake from left to right
The way you move got me hypnotized

[Hook:]
The way you take advantage of every man you love
I see, I seem to know your game girl
But I don't mind if ya come and play with us just don't talk too much
I see, I see it to so you don't have to say a word
Yeah those guys wanna come treat ya right
Cause you're sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Most beautiful thing in sight
Always takin' on the spotlight
Always in the club lookin hot
Girl you know that you need to stop

[Chorus:]
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop
Always talkin' bout what you got (Oooh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Oooh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Oooh)
Girl you know that you need to stop

[Verse 3: Akon]
Our eyes away from you girl when you get on the floor and do what you do
And errbody wanna come back to that bod and kind of remind myself I'm like you
ur the type that drive a man crazy and snatch him away from his lady
No matter how hard the man hold back he'll end up callin' you baby
And they never really know what to do once you expose that thang you do
Ya had him crawlin' on hands and knees and ya find a way to get him out that cheese
And why ya thinkin' that you the only dude she off in the mall livin' off of you
Lettin' errbody know she got you but now you feel like a fool

[Hook:]
Yeah those guys wanna come treat ya right
Cause you're sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Most beautiful thing in sight
Always takin' on the spotlight
Always in the club lookin hot
Girl you know that you need to stop

[Chorus:]
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop

Roar!

Met up with Debs, Dorothy, SuMui, Azhar, Saiful, XueYao, Patrick & KokLeong yesterday for the trip to Sentosa. YESTERDAY WAS A SUNLESS DAY!

When we reached there, we settled down at Siloso Beach's Volleyball Court.
I wasn't really playing cause I don't know how to play.
So I became the photographer for the day. Dorothy(: too.

Later when they went to buy drinks, Debs taught me some volleyball basics. Thanks, nice coaching. At least I know how to start the ball now(:
Then Azhar and Debs practice with me.. TY:D

It was drizzling then but they came back with their drinks and we continued playing. I played basketball with Saiful:D
It's been a long time since I last played BB ):
I asked Saiful to get down to the water. Saiful say wait till they carry me:/
Haha.. indeed! He was DRAGGED down more of being carried down.
I did some bad filming. F9 grades:/ It's so shaky and I kept rotating the cam. Oh damn!

After awhile, went to bath. The ladies is full of NUS girls waiting for their turn to shower. zzz
Long queue, I swear! So being an angel, we shared the cubicles.

After that, went back to Vivo and we took a long time taking photos. Kinda embarrassing actually with so many people looking at us.
Saiful even dragged a rubbish bin along to act as a tripod for his phone.

Okay, had dinner at LJS and after that we went to the playground outside LJS.
Had lots of fun there. Especially the up and down thingy like a see-saw! Trilling!
Not forgetting the so called "Roller-coaster" which makes me and Dorothy fall damn hard. The speed was so fast that everyone almost fall from their seat. Haha:D
I can even imagine my pose when i fall, like someone who jumped down a great height (Commit Suicide Pose).
It's scarier than the many roller coaster in the world. zzzzz

GEEKY! Homesweethome after that. I reached home at 11.45 or something. DAMN TIRED:/
Overall, It's a fun day:D

K

K-box was so not fun that day.. with XueYao around.
From 2pm to 7pm, 5 straight hours. We've been suffering. (Too exaggerating)
Seriously, giving me another chance, i won't want to go w him again.
He's damn annoying! Can't even sing a song for myself.
I guess Debs got a bit frustrated with him too.

Lol:D

Met up with Saiful after that and went to IMM.
4 of us bought clothes from Everlast for the sake of tommorrow outing.
Soon, Debs found out she had lost her Bro's ezlink card so we went around searching for it.

IMM --> JEC --> IMM
Unfortunately, we didn't manage to find it back.

Home sweet home after that. I reached home at around 10.30pm so I was too tired to study for my Sci paper tomorrow. zzz

The upcoming

Went town with mommy today after accompanying her for her hairdo.
So we reached town at 11.15am, bought a RALPH LAUREN shirt for dad.
Then off for lunch at Bakerzin:D
OMG.. There's so many desserts to chose from.
Makes me wanna be a pastry chef!

After that.. shopped around and went to P&B and bought 2 tees for sisters. How sweet?
Went Hugo Boss later and mom bought a wallet and belt from daddy. The belt is quite ex, $200+ but its nice(:
Went Giordano and bought a singlet and shorts for myself.

Then to cotton on and bought a cardi. Yeah.. lastly, had dinner at Breeks:D
Cabbed to RSYC to find dad at the KTV with his friends.

Home-sweet-home now:/
Goodness, we had 9hours of shopping!

Wed: K-box with PXY and Debs.
Thurs: Sentosa with classmates.
Busy week:/

Wanna Be On Top?!

After many months of consideration, I've decided to watch the entire ANTM.
From Cycle 1, I'm telling you!
I know, US has started 11 while channel 5 is still at 9.

Okay, I was like really cannot take it. I've got many shows i wanna watch.. sadly, no time to do so many stuff at a goal. Gossip Girls also!

Still left with POA & O'level Sci MCQ for PRELIMS.
I slacked alot for this prelims like i'd sleep in the afternoon and mug after dinner.
I always go to bed earlier than i used to, w/o finishing my revisions.
GAHH!

I can't finish many paper this time, MATHS, SCI, CHI.
Okay, CHI compo is giving me a real hard time. I left many blanks coz i thought i'd have the time to check the dictionary after completing all.
So, i guess 1/4 of the whole compo has empty empty spaces inbetween. Like what DHS said, i should buck up on my chi, i used to get As for that but now? Lol.

I told my friends about it and many tried to cheer me up but seriously idk why, i'm not those type who'd grieve over the past. So I ended up telling my friends, aiya what done is done, don't think about it anymore. Haha, I'm one optimistic girl:D


And so after a day of convincing and persuading, I managed to get mom's ATM card but paying myself. Haha, I'm a very determined person, even if she doesn't want to lend me, I'll ask my friend to help me. Until i get the stuff i want.
Wahahahha.. Drugstore is AWESOME!

Should i apply a ATM Card/Debit card? If i did, i must face the consequences.. Like..
Paying for myself, Implusive buys. If for Debit card, I can straightaway organise spree from overseas. ASOS & ZIPIA<33 GAH! I'd end up spending every cent of mine): That's bad!
Okay.. Pieces is a dreamer! I'd stop.